The past few days have been interesting. Let’s just say Kevin Laguard Wilson (KL) has been replaced. LOL. Too soon? I don’t think so because I refuse to sit and have pity on myself for a relationship that wasn’t even real. I know in the previous blog I said I wanted his friendship back, but I’m sure as long as Angela is in his life he is not allowed to talk to me. LOL. And that’s fine if he wants to be controlled like that. The things people do for “love”. Just remember… how you got a man is the same way you will lose him. If he does it to you once he will continue to do it again, but desperate people blind themselves all the time and trust me…Angela is desperate for a 3 or 4 husband. LOL. He will get bored with you and move on leaving you high and dry, honey.
Anyways, I said earlier that KL has been replaced. I am truly excited to see where this is going to go. Definitely not going to rush anything because unlike others, I actually care about other peoples feelings and I would rather learn about him than hurrying up and having sex. That was the mistake with KL. Yes, we did start out as friends but it wasn’t long enough. Lesson learned.
I’m not going to go into detail about how I met this man, but I will say that I can already tell he is 100% better than KL. I’m just glad God sent him in my life. No more having to worry what’s going on when he goes MIA. No more getting upset when he smells like weed. No more having to worry if he’s going to have a herpes outbreak on his mouth because Tracy gave it to him (hope he told Angela that!) No more smelling like cigarettes. No more having to hear about the issues with his daughter because he’s so set in his ways he won’t even TRY to do certain things ( I now see why she treats you the way she does).
As mean as this is going to sound, I COMPLETELY understand why his wife up and left his ass. I used to feel sorry for him, but now I get it. If he treated her how he treated me, I applaud her for leaving.
Why am I saying all of this? Because I finally have opened my eyes to this man that I once loved and took the blinders off. I was so consumed by him I didn’t even notice anything.
A similar situation just happened to a friend of mine. She was dating an older man and in one night he pulled the rug out from under her feet by finally admitting he had another woman…. married to one in fact.
What is it with these old ass men acting like bitches?!
Someone please explain that to me!
They are too old to be acting like men of my age. That’s why young women date older man to get away from that mentality, but I now see that it stays with weak minded individuals.
Talking with her started to bring back some old hatred I had but then I thought about the new guy and how amazing he is and it brought a smile to my face.
So far he hasn’t shown me that he’s like all the other guys. I am still cautious and have my guard up a little.
Let’s just say… I have finally moved on!
Thank you JESUS! HAHA