Ms. HarmonyComplicated. Creative. Spoiled.

I have been really thinking about moving out of state recently. I am not sure where I would go but I am really considering it because I cannot seem to find a job in graphic design here in nashville. This city is really not that big anyway so trying to get a job in that field is really hard to do. I was talking with my oldest sister about moving and she said that I should go to Atlanta and she would move with me which is not a bad idea. Atleast I would know someone there just in case something happened to me. I asked my sister why Atlanta [knowing i have history there] and she said because on the internet Atlanta is one of the top ranked cities to move to if you are single. Interesting, isn’t it? But I am not sure what I am going to do. The only reason why I wouldn’t move is because I don’t want to be far from my family. I know it’s only 4 hours from where I live but I am so used to just driving no more than 15 minutes to see them. I just don’t know what I am going to do.

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I really need to keep up on the whole blogging thing. I have been slacking alot. Anyways, I just wanted you all to know that since my last post my niece will be going to a preschool starting on Monday. I am so excited for her but at the same time she is going to be a handful to the teachers. She has this way about her to where she will talk back to you like you are not the adult in the situation and that has gotten her in A LOT of trouble lately. I told my sister to expect plenty of phone calls from the director. Um, I still don’t have a job and it’s going on a month of being unemployed. I have filed for unemployment just to hold me over until I find something. OH!My grandparents are in town and as much as I love them they surely do know how work my nerve. I just wish I could have only one day of peace without them calling me asking me to take them somewhere or do anything for them. Every single day they call me with something new and what bothers me most about it is that I would go the store the day before and the next day they realize they forgot something and I would have to go right back. I did think I was going to go off on my grandfather because I took him to the dollar store and he starts criticizing my driving as soon as we get in the car. I tried to just brush it off but every single thing i did he would have something to say about it. It got to the point to where I nicely told him to be quiet and sit there until we get back. But I think that is all that has been happening to me right now.

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I do apologize for not writing a new post since the new year began. I have had a lot going on and I’m still dealing with it as I write this post. The past couple of weeks have really been hard on my 2nd oldest sister. Her daughter (my niece, who just turned 4) told her that her teacher at her daycare touched her in her “pee-pee area” and told her to keep it their secret. Now this immediately pisses everyone off in the family and I am still trying to find out where this bitch lives, and you already know what I am going to do to her. So CPS (Child Protective Services) has been investigating the situation and have even interviewed my niece about it. But now these people are saying they have reason to believe that nothing really happened. My thing is that the way our family talks to her is completely different than how they do. They ask her question like “did someone touch you in a bad spot?” We are blunt with our questions with her because we find no reason to sugarcoat anything. That’s just how our family is. So because of how they asked her I am not sure where the case will be taken but I am mad as hell that nothing is getting done.

So the past week many people in the family have taken off work to watch my niece because she is not going back to that daycare. What really pisses me off about the whole situation is that my niece said that her teacher also touch another girl, but that girl isn’t saying a word about it. My neice starts a new daycare in a couple of weeks so my grandparents are coming here all next week to watch her.

Since I am on the subject of my grandparents let me vent about that. I am excited that they are coming in town but I am not excited that I am going to get interrogated this whole damn week. My grandmother will preach to me about why I need to hurry up and get a boyfriend, get married, and have kids and my grandfather will have me explain for the millionth time what the hell Graphic Design is and why I don’t have a job in my field yet. It’s the same questions every time I see them or even talk to them on the phone. I can only take so much so I am going to say hi to them when they get in town and check on them from time to time but I am going to try to avoid any conversation with them as much as possible.

I still dont have a job and the whole hunt for a job sucks ass right about now. I have sent off my resume to millions of people and I keep getting emails back from job agencies wanting me to fill out all this random ass shit just for them to start helping me look for a job. The economy is so bad right now that it seems like no one can afford to hire anyone. I have no clue what I am going to do. I have bills that need to be paid and rent is coming up. Things are starting to get turned off around the house and I don’t like it. I am at my sisters house right not because Comcast came and took my cable box and my modem back because I couldn’t afford to pay the bill. I just wish something would come through because I do not like being behind on bills at all!!!!