I don’t understand why people want to beat you down further when you are already feel pretty crabby?! I know there are situations that I caused to be in the position I am in now but telling me hurtful things doesn’t help me at all.

For those that don’t know, I am unemployed and have until June to get a job AND an apartment. Which translates to me that I need to have a job by the end of Feb because most apartments want you to have worked at your job for at least 3 months. So you can understand why I am getting stressed out these days.

The other issue is about my unemployment checks. To put it in a nutshell, I have stop receiving them because my benefits have expired. I have actually only received 4 weeks of unemployment. So I was surprised that I didn’t receive anything else. I remembered that I once applied for unemployment the beginning of 2009 but never received anything because I was to report down there and I just never went. I also chose not to go there because I was working a lot of freelancing at the time and I was getting more than what unemployment was going to give me.

If I was thinking I would have done both since I was getting cash for my freelance.

So I already know that the reason I am broke is my fault but please don’t call me and rub it in my face on how much I am a failure right now.

Now that I have vented for the day, it’s time to go back and look for work.

***Update***

I have received a phone call and could possibly have an interview soon.

Cross your fingers.